| wow so i actually got to talk to leslie today i hadnt talked to her in
like 4 days.. ouch.. i really missed her... i havent seen her in a week
cause we both have this problem with gettign grounded... anyways we had
alot of catching up to do.. its crazy how much me and her have in
common and how much the boys in our lives do everything the exact
same.. haha we have it all figured out though so its ok... life pretty
much sucks cause i havent bonded with her in a while but its ok cause i
get to spend all my time with the other important people in my life..
courtney and of course my stephen... they have to be the best people
ever whom i totally love... so anyways... today i slept in way late
then i went to work and then i went to stephens the story of my life
but thats the way i like it ok.. deal with it... later guys
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| lets see today... i went to work at 1130 then i got off at 3 and i came
home took a shower and do some things then i went to stephens and he
wasnt there so me and courtney were cool and hung out and then stephen
came back and we watched i spy and then we decided to ride around cause
we like to do that and then we came back and watched angel and i came
home so now its like 1 and im tird so im going to go try and go to
sleep.. i talk to you guys tomorrow.. nite
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| ok i havent posted in like 10 days cause my internet was screwed up but
now its ok.. so ill post.... um lets see..i love leslie and i love
leslie and thats about it.. sike.. i do love her but anyways.. umm its
been lonely here cause my lins was on the cruis and i havent done
anything with her in forever... and me and leslie have held sumter down
... so i dont really know what to say soo ill be on my way... later
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| ok lets see today is saturday... well today i went to work at 1130 then
when i got off i came home got changed and went to the pond behind
paiges and me and brittany and clint and a bunch of people were out
there and it was fun.. then i came home.. so anyways now im about to
watch national treasure and for my closing words id like to say... life
sucks then you die... but im gonna go watch this movie and pass out
cause ive had a little too mu ch to drink and i took some medicine so
goodnight i love yall
"I probably wouldnt be this way,
I probably wouldnt hurt this bad,
Cause if I'd never seen your face,
I probably wouldnt be this way.."
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| smiling is an impossible feat... im sitting as the whole world
goes by and i feel none of it.. im weak and helpless and lost.. i cant
find myself, who i am or why im here.. im lost and confused and dont
know where to start.. i thought i could forget.. i thought i could make
it all go away.. none of it has yet.. i make everything worse for my
self.. im out of control and cant help it.. but thats what love does to
you doesnt it.. you get so lost in it that you lose yourself, i saw
things that hurt me like i have never hurt before and heard things that
broke me into peices.. i thought i knew who i was and what i was doing
and who you were but i dont.. do you even know who you are anymore..
where is the person i fell in love with.. why is the only person who
can make me smile the same person who is making me cry.. i just cant
take it anymore
might i add that wilson halls graduation was the saddest graduation i
have ever been to.. i love you class of 2005...dont forget about me
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